Adam 19

 The rest of July was uneventful for me. Dani on the other hand was out having fun every day, going out with friends and family, going out to eat, go to shows and movies, to the beach, while I spent most of my time bound, gagged, and crossdressed in her guest bedroom. She was still using the ballgag and one worn sock to gag me every day.

My gag would only come off to eat, shower, or brush my teeth. Otherwise it stayed in at all times. I hated it. The straps would dig into my cheeks. My jaws constantly ached from my mouth being forced open. And the ball tasted bad but not half as bad as her smelly gross socks.

On the first day of August I woke up to Master Dani tickling my nylon feet.

"Cootchie cootchie coo" she taunted me. "Cootchie cootchie coo. Cootchie cootchie coo." I freaking hated when she did that.

She uncuffed my hands, ankles, then toecuffs and ankle chain. My gag stayed on while I used the bathroom. I pulled down my panties and hose and squatted to pee.

"See you're getting so used to sitting down on your own" she laughed. I groaned into my tight ballgag. 

It was time to shave again that day. I shave my arms, my legs, and my chest and put lotion on afterwards. Then a clean bra stuffed with pads, panties, a yellow blouse and matching yellow skirt, and suntan pantyhose with reinforced toe. My gag stayed on the entire time and while I cooked breakfast for both of us. It came off to eat and then another dirty, smelly worn sock was stuffed in my mouth and the gag was buckled and locked in place again.

I spent most of my day chained up and gagged in the guest room. After dinner, she chained me up one final time and said good night. 

Augst 2nd.

Dani let me watch some TV but I spent most of the day chained hand and foot and gagged again. I had to massage her feet after dinner and eventually the gag came off so I could worship them. My outfit of the day was a blue dress with straps and brown hosiery.

August 3rd.

Before she chose my outfit for the day, Dani painted my nails. Purple this time and when it dried I put on a bra stuffed with padding, panties, white blouse, black skirt, and black pantyhose.

Dani had plans with her friends so I spent the whole day chained up and gagged in the guest room again. I felt so helpless. That night when my gag came off, I decided to make another desperate plea.

I dropped to my hands and knees and kissed her sweaty, stinky bare feet.

"Please Master Dani! Haven't you done enough?! I've been a prisoner for almost two years! Two years! I haven't seen my friends, I haven't gone out, haven't been on a date, I haven't been to a movie or concert. I spend all day chained up and gagged and dressed like a sissy! Haven't you humiliated me enough? Please let me go! I'm begging you! I'm freaking begging you! Please! Pretty please!"

I continued to kiss her feet while she taunted me. "Don't worry Adam. Soon you will have your freedom. But until that day you will continue to do as I say. Is that clear?"

"Yes Master Dani" I sighed.

There was no talking Dani out of this. I had been trying since the first month she turned me into her crossdressing sissy slave. And she wasn't budging. There was no give with her.

This wasn't just about me dressing in her clothes even though that's how it started. She really did enjoy keep me as her own personal slave, have control over me, using me to do her homework and clean up for her, controlling what I wear. I was the sub in this dom/sub relationship and she owned me for as long as she wanted to own me for.

August 4th.

My outfit of the day was a bra stuffed with pads, panties, a light blouse and gray skirt, and beige pantyhose.

I had a few visitors that day. Nina stopped by that morning before breakfast since she was hanging out with Dani all day. And of course she wanted to see me and have a laugh at my expense. Mallory, Jessica, and Allie all knew about Dani making me sit down to pee and had seen it too. But Nina hadn't seen it yet.

They gave me some privacy to pull down my panties and hose and sit down and then they came in. Nina almost fell over when she saw me.

"I can't believe it! This is hilarious. The little pantyhose wearing sissy has to squat to take a leak now. How does it feel?"

I let out a low angry grunt from my ballgag.

"Oh that's right you can't answer me with that gag on" Nina taunted me. "Tough break huh?"

"Mmhm" I grunted.

Dani was nice enough to leave the radio on in the guest room while she was out all day with Nina. Her sister Megan came in to check on me once or twice but that was it.

Then my second visitors arrived shortly after Dani got home. My cousins Jill and Heather had also never seen me sitting down to pee, and after a long day of being restrained and gagged without a bathroom break, I really needed to pee.

I sat down to pee and they couldn't contain their laughter. They thought it was the funniest thing they ever saw.

"Just when I thought you couldn't sink any lower" Heather said and laughed. 

"I can't believe the control you have over Adam" Jill said. "You've got him sitting down to take a leak now. You could probably like him up in chastity and he wouldn't even resist at this point."

"It's not like he uses that thing anyway" Heather just had to point out and they all laughed at me. I sobbed quietly into my ballgag. I couldn't wait for my cousins to leave.

August 5th.

Dani wanted to try something new that day. She had made me wear fishnets over my pantyhose a few times but that day she wanted to try layering. She had me put on a bra stuffed with pads, panties, a red dress, flesh toned pantyhose, and then a pair of tan pantyhose over that.

After breakfast I was cuffed hand and foot and ballgagged in the guest room. I was left all day to sweat in the hot summer heat with two thick pairs of pantyhose on.

After a few hours I couldn't take it. I started thrashing up and down on the bed as much as my chains and cuffs and restraints would allow me. 

"MMMPH! MMMMMPPPHH! MMMMMPPPPPPHHHHHHHHHHH! GGRRRRMMMPPHHH! GRMMMMMFFFFF! MMMMMMMM! MMMMPPPPPHHHHH! MMMMMPPPPPPPHHH! MMMMMMMMMMMFFFFFFFFF!"

Megan heard me eventually and came in to check on me.

"Can you keep it down? It's not like you're going anywhere right now. I don't have the keys for all your cuffs. And it's not like you can get up and walk away. Even your toes are cuffed."

I groaned into my gag. I was completely miserable. "I do think the ankle chain is over kill with all the other cuffs but hey it's Dani's decision not mine. So keep it down and I won't tell my sister you were whining and complaining again."

August 6th-10th.

I spent most of these days in the guest room, only freed for bathroom breaks and food.

But on the 10th day Will came to visit me again.

I was on my hands and knees scrubbing the kitchen floor when he came in. I had a bra stuffed with padding, panties, a black dress, and white pantyhose on. 

"Hey Adam how are you holding up buddy?"

"Mmmmmm mmmmm mmmph grmmmphhh rrrffffmmm mmmm mmmmmpphh." 

My gag talk was incomprehensible to him. I hated that gag and wanted it out so bad. I tagged furiously at the straps of my gag.

"MMMMPHH! MMMMPPPHHH! MMMMMMPPPH! MMMMMPPPPPHHHHHH!"

Dani heard my gagged moans and walked in angrily. "I'm not taking your gag off again. You'll just have to listen to Will talk this time. Maybe next time." 

She left us alone and I sobbed into my gag. It destroyed me to have my best friend see me on my hands and knees, crossdressed and gagged, scrubbing the floors like a servant.

He looked at me in pity and stayed around to talk to me for a bit before leaving.

I spent the rest of that night chained up and gagged in the guest bedroom, waiting for September and for Dani to free me....