Adam 16

 "Cootchie cootchie coo" Dani taunted me one Saturday morning as she tickled my feet to wake me up. I groaned miserably into my ballgag. She unlocked the toecuffs first and I felt instant relief as I wiggled my toes around. You really don't realize how restricting toecuffs are until you're locked inside them.

Then she unchained my ankle and unlocked the ankle and handcuffs. The gag came off only after I cooked breakfast for both of us. After breakfast, I had to shave. Dani insisted as long as I was living like a girl I had to keep up with my body hair. I shaved my arms, legs, and chest. She always gave me lotion afterwards to keep my skin from drying out.

I put on a clean bra and stuffed it with padding, a clean pair of panties, a blue sleeveless dress, and brown colored pantyhose. Before I could say a word she said "open wide." She stuffed my mouth with one of her nasty gross worn socks and gagged me. Since it was Saturday she didn't have to go to school so she stayed home and made me clean up. I made her bed, made her sisters bed, did their laundry, scrubbed the kitchen floor, vacuumed the living room. I was scrubbed the bathroom floor when the ballgag really started to get to me.

The straps were digging into my cheeks and my jaws constantly ached from the ball. I hated that freaking gag so much. I couldn't take it anymore and I made as much noise as my gag allowed me to make. 

"Mmmph! Mmmmph! Mmmmmmph! Grhmmmppphhh!"

I tugged furiously at the straps of my ballgag. I couldn't take that gag anymore. 

Dani came in to see what the issue was. "What's wrong? I figured you would be used to the gag by now." 

"MMPH! MMMPH! MMMMMPPPPHHHH! MMMMMMMPPPPPHHHHH!"

"Silence! See this is why I have to gag you."

I hung my head in humiliation and sobbed into my gag. My muffled protests led to her next door neighbor Nina coming by.

"I thought I heard him from outside" Nina said. "What's his problem?"

"He hates his gag. Oh well."

"I bet he won't try to escape again" Nina said.

"Oh he's had a few opportunities since the last escape attempt and he hasn't tried. I think he knows better by now. I may switch back to duct tape but we'll see how he behaves first before I decide."

I hated Nina seeing me on my hands and knees cleaning the bathroom floor in a dress and pantyhose. She stuck around for a little while and then she was gone. I spent the rest of the day in the guest bedroom.

I was still gagged when she left me. My ankles were cuffed, toes cuffed, a chain wrapped around my left ankle that was secured to the foot of the bed. My hands were cuffed but Dani had taken another pair of cuffs and cuffed one end to the bed frame and one end to the chain of my handcuffs so that my hands would be pulled overhead and my movement would be more restricted.

She was gone for hours and at one point I just couldn't take it anymore. I started thrashing around on the bed as much as the cuffs would allow me to. I kicked my feet into the air as far as the chain let them go. I tried to wiggle free from the toecuffs. My arms and legs thrased up and down on the bed as I tried to break free from the cuffs. 

"MMMMPPPHHH! MMMMMMPPPPPHHHHH! MMMMMMPPPPPPPHHHHHHHHH!"

I tired myself out eventually and resigned to being held captive in my friends guest room. Dani returned with a visitor, my friend Will.

"Wwmmph" I mumbled through my gag trying to say Will.

"Hey Dani do you think you could give him a break this one time and take his gag off? Just five minutes."

Dani agreed and unlocked the ballgag. I spit out her worn sock and saw Will's surprise. I guess Dani never told him or Josh that she stuffed my mouth before gagging me. She left us alone so we could talk privately.

"How are you holding up?" he asked me.

"I mean look at me" I said. "I'm all chained up to a guest bed in my friends house. I'm wearing a dress. My nails are painted. I'm wearing pantyhose for crying out loud. Dani's sister Megan is right. I'm nothing but a pantyhose wearing sissy. I'm surprised you guys even talk to me still. Where's Josh by the way?" 

"He's around. He asked about you and said he's going to stop by and see you again soon."

"I wish you guys wouldn't come here. I hate having you see me like this."

"Is it any worse than Dani's friends seeing you like this? Mallory, Allie, Jessica, her next door neighbor Nina. They all know about you. Speaking of that...Josh and I ran into your old next door neighbor Emily and she asked if we'd seen you. She said she had some nice dresses and pantyhose for you to borrow if you want them. Even she knows about it. I'm surprised more people don't know about it. But Josh and I haven't told anybody and I guess her friends are cool too. So Dani told Josh and I about this a while ago but I only heard her side of the story. What happened Adam? What led you to this?"

I told Will everything. How I had a fight with my parents and got kicked out. How I ended up staying here and how one day when Dani went I decided to try on her clothes. I was honest and told him I was always curious about it and wanted to see what it felt like. I explained how Dani caught me and basically forced me into wearing her clothes since I had nowhere else to go. I also explained how Dani used bondage to keep me from either escaping or defying her and also because I think for her it was a fetish.

I didn't realize it when I first tried on Dani's clothes but I realize now that cross dressing was a fetish fantasy of me, just as bondage was her own fetish. In a way I think Dani saw this as a win-win situation. She got to keep me as her bondage slave while helping me live out my cross dressing fantasy. I'll admit I enjoyed the dresses and bras and painted nails and pantyhose at first. But after more than a year of this I had enough. It was more like a year and a half almost. 

But I also explained to Will how I had dropped out of school and how Dani had made a deal with me that if I stayed here for an extended period she would give me a large chunk of her inheritence. I told him I didn't have any other choice at this point. 

We talked a little more and then he had to leave and before I knew it I was gagged again and it was lights out. She did me a favor and uncuffed me from the bed frame but I was still handcuffed. I found sleep eventually but it didn't last forever.

"Cootchie cootchie coo" she taunted me in the morning. Her fingers stroked my nylon clad soles. "Cootchie cootchie coo. Cootchie cootchie coo."

I groaned into my gag and rolled my eyes. 

She unchained my ankle, unlocked my toecuffs, and then the handcuffs and ankle cuffs. She saved my gag for after I made breakfast for us. It felt so damn good to get that ballgag out.

It was a Sunday in May and I had no idea why she woke me up so early or what she had in store for me. I was quiet during breakfast. I kept reminding myself I only had a few months left to go. Dani promised me by September she would let me go. 

I already cleaned the whole house yesterday. So what did she expect from me today? 

"Your nails have to be painted again. I was thinking today we could go to the nail salon and get our nails done. Don't worry. I have shoes for you, and I'll do your makeup. I have your wig too. And my friend works there so I'll make sure she takes care of both of us."

"No, please! I'm begging you! You can't do this to me!" I dropped to my hands and knees and kissed her sweaty, smelly bare feet. I continued to beg and plead in between kisses. She laughed and said "Ok relax, I'll paint your nails here instead. On one condition. You have to paint my nails too."

Of course I agreed to that. But then she added "Oh and Mallory's nails, and Allie's nails, and Jessica's nails. Maybe Nina needs her nails painted too. I'll ask her." I didn't argue.

She had me change my clothes. A clean bra, clean panties, a checkered skirt and white blouse. And white pantyhose of course. Her friends came over that afternoon. By then I was ballgagged with my mouth stuffed with one of her nasty worn socks.

Allie brought over a whole case of different colors of nail polish for the girls to choose from. I painted Dani's nails first, black. Then I painted Jessica's nails. She wanted red. Allie was up next. She picked pink so I painted her fingers and toes pink. Mallory was last. She chose silver. I painted their nails silently thanks to the ballgag. 

"What color should we use for his nails?" Dani asked.

"Ohh ohh do pink" Allie said.

"No do white to match his skirt and pantyhose" Mallory said.

"No you should paint them purple" Jessica said. 

"I was thinking brown. I don't think I've ever painted his nails brown."

The girls agreed with her idea so Dani ordered me to "lose the pantyhose." I took them off and sat down so she could paint my nails for me. When it dried I put the hose back on. 

Then the girls wanted to play dress up with me. I tried on various dresses and skirt and blouse combinations. I stripped down in front of them every time but I was still wearing a bra stuffed with padding and panties. I was so embarrassed. They gave me different pairs of hosiery to try on and at one point Mallory made me put on a pair of black fishnet pantyhose over my suntan pantyhose.

That gave Dani the idea to try layering pantyhose. She had me take off the fishnets and put on the white hose over the tan hose. They tried different layering combos too like black and white, tan and brown, beige and tan, black and beige. 

I was their dress up doll for a couple of hours and then the girls went home for the night. We ate dinner and then I was cuffed and gagged til morning.

Weeks and weeks passed and nothing changed at all. I spent every weekday chained and gagged in the guest room. Every couple of weeks Dani would paint my nails. I continued doing all their chores and her homework. And I would paint her nails too and massage her feet. I would even worship them whenever she demanded it. 

I hated Dani for what she had reduced me to. Her sister was right. I was nothing more than a pantyhose wearing sissy. And I hated that freaking ballgag. And remember I  couldn't do anything about it. It came with a padlock that secured it which would prevent me from removing it even if my hands were free. 

I made it until the end of June when Dani had a surprise for me. I was gagged so I just listened to what she had to tell me.

"So we talked to the principal and since you did attend school for a few months, she's going to give you passing grades for the rest of the year. You won't be attending graduation unless you want to go wearing a gown and pantyhose. But you will receive a real diploma. So you don't need to worry about getting a GED. You'll have an actual diploma and you'll have money to attend college if you want to...when I let you go of course. I promise you I will hold up my end of the deal. So now I guess the only thing you have to worry about is surviving the next three months."

At the very end of the month I got my diploma that Dani promised to hold onto for me until she set me free. I didn't have any say in the matter. And after graduation Dani decided to throw another party which could only mean one thing. I was going to spend the night cuffed and gagged in her shed. 

But before all that it was my job to clean the house and set up for the party. Will and Josh decided to stop in before the party to check up on me. I was in the middle of dusting all around the house and of course I was gagged so I had no way of speaking to them.

"Hey Adam. How are you holding up?" Will asked.

I grunted through my gag.

"Hey man nice nail polish" Josh said. My toes and fingers were red at the time.

I sobbed into my gag.

"Relax man just kidding. Everyone misses you. We told the guys from school that you moved away to live with your extended family. It was better than telling them the alternative of telling them the truth about where you've been."

I sobbed into my ballgag even more when I heard that. Everyone thought I had moved away without even saying goodbye when in reality I was right here in town, bound, gagged, and cross dressed in my friends guest bedroom every single day.

They stayed a little while longer and talked, though the conversation was one sided as I was still gagged. I could say nothing other than a muffled grunt, mmph, or frustrated sob.

They left right before the party. Dani led me out to the shed wearing a bra stuffed with padding, panties, a black lace dress, and black hosiery. She had a chair all set up and waiting for me. I was STILL gagged when I sat down in the chair. I put my hands behind me so she could cuff them behind the chair. Then my ankles were cuffed separately to the legs of the chair. She used rope to secure my waist to the chair and when she was satisfied and convinced I wasn't going to escape, she locked the shed and left me out there alone.

The party was loud and noisy as usual, and gag or no gag, nobody would be able to hear me. So I didn't bother making a lot of noise. I just sat there, tied and chained to that chair for hours. The shed doors open at some point during the night but the chair was turned around so my back was to the doors. I mmphed and tried to turn my head to see who was there.

I assumed it was Dani or one of her friends or even Will and Josh.

"Oh my God! Adam is that you?" I recognized their voice instantly. It was my cousin Heather with Megan.

"Emily told me about it but I really didn't believe her" Heather said. Emily was my next door neighbor and friend of Dani's. She had told my cousin about me when they ran into each other a few weeks prior to Dani's party. Heather was also friends with Megan so as soon as she heard it from Emily she messaged Dani's sister to ask her.

"I told you" Megan said. "Amanda here is nothing but a pantyhose wearing sissy. This has been his whole life for over a year and a half now. Bras and panties and dresses and pantyhose. I'm sure he would tell you himself if it wasn't for that gag." 

I thought my cousin would take pity on me or feel bad but she burst out laughing. "Hahahahahahahaha I can't believe it. You're right. He is nothing more than a pantyhose wearing sissy. Wait until I tell Jill about this." Jill was her sister, my other cousin.

"MMMPPH! MMMPPPHHH! MMMMMMMPPPPPPPPHHHHHHH!" 

"Don't worry we won't tell your parents or our parents. I'll make sure Jill doesn't say anything. But I can't not tell her. I can't promise I won't tell a few more of our friends either. But your folks won't find out about this. And if you ever need to borrow some of my pantyhose all you need to do is ask." 

I spent the rest of the night locked in the shed, sobbing quietly through my gag. Dani unchained and untied me when the party was over and led me back inside. "I hope you know I had nothing to do with my sister telling your cousin about you. I'm sorry she found out but hey it's not the end of the world." 

I sobbed into my gag and dropped to my knees and groveled at her feet. "You know I was thinking, and I should've done this earlier, but for the duration of your stay, I'm going to give myself a more official title for you to address me as. I was thinking of all sorts of nicknames like goddess or mistress or princess. And I know mistress is the female term, but I prefer master. I don't know why, I just think it sounds right. How does Master Dani sound to you? I like it. So from this point forward you will refer to me only as Master or Master Dani. Is that understood?"

"Yes Master Dani" I mumbled through my gag.

"Very good. Now into the guest room with you. It's time for bed." 

It didn't take long for word to spread about me being Dani's cross dressed slave. Heather told my other cousin Jill and Jill had to come to see for herself. It was a week after the party and I was cuffed and chained and gagged in Dani's guest bedroom when she came over with Heather and Emily. I mumbled into my gag, pleading with them to talk some sense into Dani. Jill had to remark about my painted nails and brand of hosiery. I was completely destroyed.

The next day as soon as Dani freed me in the afternoon for lunch I begged and pleaded like never before. I dropped to my hands and knees and kissed her sweaty, stinky bare feet. 

"Please Master! Please Dani! I'm begging you! I'm F***ing begging you! You have to let me go! What else can you possibly do to me? You've got me wearing dresses and bras! I'm wearing pantyhose for crying out loud! Your sisters right, I'm nothing but a pantyhose wearing sissy! Even my own cousins think so! What else can you do to humiliate me?!"

"Still some fight left in you I see. Poor Adam. I'm sorry but a deals a deal. And besides I'm really enjoying this. And like I said before, when you're weak and defeated and there's no more begging, no more fight left in you, then I'll know you've had enough."

I kept kissing her feet until I tasted something funny and realized where she had been all day. She was at the beach and I was tasting sand. "I didn't tell you to stop" she said.

"Yes Master Dani" I said and resumed kissing her feet.

She made herself comfortable in the living room and raised her feet in my face. 

"Lick my soles" she commanded.

"Yes Master" I sighed and licked the sand from her soles.

"Kiss them when you're done licking them."

"Yes Master Dani" I sighed and kissed her soles when the sand was all gone. 

"Suck my toes" she commanded a few minutes later.

"Yes Master" I sighed again and sucked every single one of her sweaty toes. 

"Make sure you get in between my toes. A lot of sand gets trapped in between."

"Yes Master Dani" I said and licked between every single disgusting toe. I had no choice but to swallow all of the nasty sand I licked up. She had a good laugh at that. 

A few days later I found myself in the hallway with her sister in a rare moment when I wasn't gagged. I decided to try the same approach with her. I thought maybe she would feel bad for me or feel guilty for telling me cousins and help me out of this.

"Please Master Megan!" I cried. I had started calling her master as well at Dani's orders. I'm begging you! You've got to talk some sense into Master Dani! Please, tell her to let me go! She's done enough to me!" It did nothing. It just led to her telling Dani I was complaining and Dani quickly silenced me with a worn sock and my ballgag.

I lowered my head and sobbed into my gag once again. No amount of begging would do. This was going to be my life at least for the next few months or for as long as Dani decided to keep me prisoner...